Intervention

 10 Jan 2025

The baby should be due anytime. It's been just a year. A lot has happened. I had just learnt to be a wife, and I am still learning. Now, I will be a mother soon. I would really appreciate it if the baby came soon. But unlike his mother, this one is not to be rushed. It's high time I learned how to be patient. 

It's been a journey, from hair loss and vomiting in the first trimester to scare and bed rest in 2nd. It's been a roller coaster of emotions. I am suffering a lot in body positivity, I hope it doesn't get passed on.  Regarding the gender, I am not too concerned right now. 

colour is not what I am still comfortable with. I had to suffer a lot, it's been traumatic for me, Pretty privilege is a fact. I can't give this kid riches, at least I would love to give it a stable and easy life. And for that, good looks will make a huge difference. I would love for this kid to have dimples. 

Oh well. I wish I was more confident and smart, But I suppose right now is a good time to make any progress. 

Love 

Ekta