This shall too pass

Feeling better. I suppose the idea is to let the feeling pass. 

One cannot be happy all the time. Having anxiety and sadness has a deeper meaning. 

I would like to learn Medical coding, so that i can work alone and have more time and maybe better flexibility. Its worth working towards the goal. 

Lets stay low, learn and save as much  as possible. And possibly have a better control of time ( Man, I can audacious) and money. 

I don't know what the future holds, But it would nice to able to be able to depend on yourselves. No one can be responsible for  your happiness, except yourself. Not all the relationships are worth being depending, except the bond of motherhood. This is what means to be a human. Loving with a pinch of salt. 

Hoping to figure things out. 

See you soon.